Up all night,
When there is no light,
No sky that is bright,
Even bed bugs that might bite,
Are out like a light.
I lay in bed,
My body painfully dead,
And my face as usual quite red.
My mind free in its own world,
Running wild like an innocent child.
No sign of sleep,
Pain so deep,
My heart leaps,
As all my memories creep.
My eyes full of tears,
For all my fears,
They must not full upon anyone's ears!
Soon disappointment follows,
I become so hollow,
The music so mellow,
Drowning in water that isn't shallow.
I sigh...
Will I soon have to say goodbye?
Is love enough to stand against anything?
Is it enough to overcome everything?
So many hopes and dreams.
What they used to mean.
All gone,
After hoping for so long,
Was I so wrong?
Can love alone keep me strong?
After so long,
And being so wrong?
Hurting all alone,
Knowing I never belong,
And never will.
Between two worlds,
Being a part of each world,
But being unwanted by either world.
I have always known I was different,
I just never know how different!
Always dreaming of what could be,
Now knowing what should be,
And having to forget what might be,
Cause I'll never have a chance to be happy!
I don't belong,
And love never lasts long,
Especially after being so wrong,
Yet I refuse to surrender,
So that others will remember!
No matter how much fear, pain or agony you face,
It will never lighten your pace,
Or soften your case,
But it will build you a strong base,
Maybe that's why people might trip if they don't tie their shoe lace,
May it be a lesson to the human race,
And show everyone, that there is no such thing as place,
Life is not a show off race!
In the end there are reasons for everything,
And if anything,
Love is something,
And all the could be's still have a chance,
And we can still make a change!
