My Question for you

Do you think of me
cause i think about you
i wonder how your doing
and to yourself being true

i have so many questions
i wish that i could ask
but every time i get the chance
i cant live up to that task

im afraid of what you might think
when i ask you all my thoughts
but there's one thing you must know
and that is that i miss you lots

though i feel you made a mistake
when you decided to go
i feel like i should be there for you
and for my pain not to show

i know in my heart
we are no longer best friends
and even though i hate it
reality is everything ends

Even though you chose a guy
over your entire life
i have to accept your decision
but it does hurt like a knife

one more thing before i go
and before i start to cry
i wanna know how
u could leave without saying goodbye