I swore to myself and to you that I would not compare you to all those who hurt me, but I did.
I somehow made myself believe that you were all those bad guys that hurt me in the past and tainted our happy relationship.
If I could take it all back I would not even hesitate for a moment. I would give anything in this world to hear that smile in your voice again, to have me not even think to give you the 3ed degree atleast once a week.
These past few weeks have been hell on me, because your so angry with me, I'm afraid of getting pushed out so I push first and make a jerk of myself.
Your the answer to my prayers, the man I always dreamed about, my knight in shinning armor, and my best friend and I just wish I could shut my mouth, and open my heart because you don't want to hurt me, but I keep seeming to hurt you again and again with my words.
I wish I could make it all better with just one kiss but it doesn't work like it does in the movies, it takes time and patience. And I might end up ruining the best thing that ever happened to either of us.
Just know that I love you, and when I say things its not meant to hurt you...I'm just trying to protect myself from getting hurt again.
