Everything I touch,
Dies and turns to dust
I've lost it all
I've killed your trust
What have I done?
My fingers are a loaded gun
Beneath my hands flower rot,
Beneath my feet the grass melts away
And this is just another yesterday
Days blend and I make my kill,
How do you think this makes me feel?
Knowing what I do to you,
Knowing that everything I come around,
Falls dead upon the ground
I'm sorry I wish I could stop
I wish my wrists were bleeding,
To stop the pain from proceeding
Will you forgive me?
Can't you understand and see,
How this is killing me
Everything I touch,
Melts away and turns to dust
I've lost it all,
All hope, faith, and your trust
What have I done?