Can't Put You in the Past

I'm crying so hard,
Can't put you in the past.
Baby, it just isn't fair,
I thought that we would last.

I always knew you'd be leaving,
So why does this hurt so much?
I'll never see your face again,
Or ever feel your gentle touch.

Today was harder than most,
It's our 3 month anniversary.
All these old feelings rushed back,
They just won't let me be.

I can't even look at my phone,
And other reminders of you.
To you, our relationship doesn't matter,
Or everything that we've been through.

One day I'll finally move on,
You just wait and you'll see.
All the old feelings will go away,
And finally let me be.

But I'm still crying,
Cause I can't put you in the past.
Baby, this really isn't fair,
I thought that we would last.

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I wrote this because yesterday was mine and my boyfriend's 3 month anniversary.. but I haven't spoken to him in weeks. I have been feeling like I've been fading away from him, but whenever our anniversary came.. all of those feelings came rushing back and I had to write this piece. Thanks for reading. <3

Written: 12/28/07
Submitted: 12/29/07

~Kayla~