I was Wrong

Why did I leave you?
How could I just let you go?
Sometimes I wonder if it was you
Or if it was just myself
Everyday since we separated
I have not once quite thinking of you
I know I have lost a part of me
I felt that we were one

Each day I ask myself the same question
Why did I really leave you
But yet I lie to myself
I try not to but it is hard
To come to the life fact
That I was scared is to much

I wanted to do everything with you
Even if it was at a slow pace
Yet I was unable to do so
I was your first boyfriend
You were my third girlfriend

I was in a small way more prepared
You were taking it step by step
If I could only of slowed down
We would never be apart

So now I can tell myself the truth
It was me all along
To scared to talk to you
To scared to see what was in front of me

I lost the true love in my life
Yet you still see us coming back to one
In my heart I have failed you
I do not deserve a second chance
But if I can get myself straighten out
I will take that chance
I love you and can not lie to that

I will continue to wish
Wish for the day I can commit
You are the other half of me
And I will be nothing without you