Remember

I remember that first kiss
And how I was so nervous
How I would shake and be so awkward
But times have changed
Our kisses are full of passion
Full of love and caring

But, I guess that is all gone now
You have ripped out my heart
I wait 6 long years for one shot with you
And it was well worth it
Cause I have always been attracted to you

I did not think it would be worth it to risk it
But I did it anyways
At first you were so happy
We talked and had finally had our first kiss between us
Have we rushed into this I asked you?
You said that it would be alright

I realized that it has not been alright
I have searched so long for someone
And you filled that void
I thought of losing you
And I felt so sad
No matter what I did I thought we would go though I thought you would still be here

But, you are not here for me
You said you would always be mind
Yet you are not mine any longer
You left me behind for what?
To find new love?
For a new person?

I spent 6 years defending you and caring about you
When I had the chance to finally show you
You break my heart and rip it apart
I can only sew this heart back so many times
You have been there when it was ripped before
You said it would be alright

Now when you ripped it up
You said it was not my fault
That you just needed time to think
You had 6 years to think about this
And now when I was happy you do this to me
I am sorry if I did anything
I do not know if love affected our friendship
Cause I think it has
You burned out the heart of that teddy bear
The one you said reminded you of me
You said that burning his heart was just as good as burning mine

You said that I should always be alone
That I was worthless
Where was this before?
Why is it that you cannot see that I was the only one who was there for you?
That I cared when others did not for you

You broke this heart that was already sewn back together
So many pieces are spread apart
So I think to myself
Who will sew it back together?