I do not know
What to think
My mind is working
My heart is hurting
My insides are being twisted
I do not know
What I am suppose to think
Bringing tears to my eyes
My confusion overwhelms me
Why can this not be easy
Why must it continue
Why not make it go away
It seems to me
That it is not meant for me
How can I know
How can I decide
Do I like him
I feel for him
I long for him
Or is it just his touch
I want to be close to him
But I do not know
What it would do?
I want him to hold me
I want his warmth
But is it him
Or just his touch
