Im sad
Haunted from all thing things in my head
I want to cut
Im scared what or who will i loose next
Everything seems too hard
Im talking there not listen
Why is it everyday seems worse
I want to die
Dieing doesnt seem so bad
Finally i would be in a place were i was free
Im scared what tomorrow will bring
They told me befor i dont have any future
Now i understand why
Maybe they tryed to kill me for a reason
Im dieing on the inside out
The cuts that look bad arnt even part of what i feel
I want my dad
Family should be the only thing that stays
But never is
Im hurt so bad
I want him to hold me and tell me im ok
I want them to stay and not go
I just have so much love for them
But they dont love me at all
Im tired of trying to ender up always falling
I prayed tonight
For god to come and take me away
I told him i cant live here
I want a safe spot
I want my dad to know
All i ever wanted was a father
When you up late at night crying
You want a father to hold u
When no one understand you
You want a dad to talk to
But right now im scared
I loosing my feelings
There all a blur
I want to hid
And pretend im ok
I close my eyes and make up a pretend place
