He Deserves To Know

He deserves the truth as to why I might not be able to love him the way he loves me. I know I should tell him what you've done for me. How you helped me forget about all the bad stuff, by adding to my pain. I should tell him how I loved you without wanting anything more then your love in return. I should tell him what the others did to me. He's truly a great guy. I care for him in ways I didn't think were still possible. But I don't know if I can ever love him and he deserve to know. I'm afraid of the things he will do when he hears how I loved you with all my heart and all my soul and how you left because you were afraid of how you felt. I should tell him that you're still to this very day my best friend. He deserves to know everything we used to do together. I'm sorry for dropping all this on you all at once. What's that you say? You don't mind, that's what you're here for? Thank you sooo much. I love you too...