What a lie

*note* just to tell y'all reading this may be confusing. it's a work in progress so please comment away!

ever since you left every second, every minute, every hour of everyday,
i thought of how to get over you and more on with the rest of my life,
I've written poems of how much i still love you and how you hurt me,
I've listen to sad songs to get the inspiration to let you go,
but nothing had work and I'd all but given up until he walk in,
he's shown me that I'm loved and i started to heal,
that all changed this afternoon when i opened my year book,
i saw that picture of last years pep rally,
where i was laughing at something you told me,
because back then everything was funny as long as you said it,
do you remember that picture taken at lunch where i was sitting next to you,
you wanted a picture of the two of us but i said no,
is that why you did this to me was it because of that stupid picture,
I've gone off topic again how do you do this to me,
when i think of you i can never think clearly,
does that make any sense at all,
i didn't think it did but then again does any of this make sense,
I'm sitting here writing all this about you when i should be with him,
he's the one who tells me he loves me when ever we talk,
he's the one who what to be around me 24/7,
he's the better guy for me yet i still can't love him till I'm over you,
which was the point of this rant i just needed to tell you one thing,
and i ended up telling you 20 different things forgetting why this started,
ever since the day you left every second , every minute, every hour of everyday,
i worked up to telling you I'm over you,
What a lie...