Always?...forever?...together?...its all lies and jokes...
its an arrow through the heart...one which you shot.
Did you lie all this time...just for your control over me?
Why do you play me like this?...from caring to being a thorn in the side...
you steal my heart...reel me in...then utterly destroy me...tear me down..
you build me up...give me confidence...then reduce me to tears and declare me not good enough.
You shatter my heart...yet retain my love...
do you have such control of me?
or is it something which you believe i deserve?
i may not be able to hold out much longer...
if you insist on treating me thus...
then expect me to give up soon...
the pain is harder to control every passing day
