Miss my strength...wanna be a rock again...emotionally stable...never showing those emotions of mine...don't want to hurt...don't want these 10 feet high walls trapping me...just to keep me locked in my mind.
he broke those impenetrable walls...with words and kindness...such a fool i was to trust him...to love him...since those days I've suffered so much more...
I've been used...abused...by my Saviour...my love...I've been betrayed beyond belief...
now living with so much pain...fast reaching the point of no return...to leave the pain behind for this one guy made me vulnerable...he showed me love...but also exposed me to more pain than i could handle with current life events
