Just a memory for you

I'm so tired of fighting.
of hoping for the best.

i don't want to pretend anymore.
i want to stop faking all those smiles.

people know somethings wrong.
but they don't care enough ask.

so keep moving on with your own life.
and I'll waste away in endless misery.

I'll drown out the pain
with a slit in my wrist.

then cover it up tomorrow.
let you believe its all OK.

I'm drowning in this hellish life.
but don't worry ill be gone soon.

just a memory for you.
another problem put out of your mind.