Oh, Opprobrious Me, vrs Atrocious You.

Figuring out your mixed messages was never something I achieved,
While you dabbled in metaphors, bluntness was all I could speak;
Just put it all out in the open, no secrets here, none to hide
Now I'm wishing I'd just kept quiet, now no matter how hard I try

What's said been said,
What's done is done,
Romeo is long dead
Jack's sailed into the sun;

With this bottle to my lips I'll follow in his footsteps,
I'll drink until I choke on my hate; it's all I have left.

No more love.
No emotions worth fighting for,
No girl to prove myself to.
It's finally finished; our � war.

I relish the memories of times when I could justify
The reason I stayed with him as his fist blacked my eye;
I miss the brawls betwixt ex you and new me,
With sobs spewing, pain, sorrow in every inch of my entity.

I'd never fought so hard for something so small,
Just the right to hold your hand in the fuc king mall�
And not worry if my mother saw me kiss your lips,
Since it was you I wanted to spend evermore with-

That ephemeral fancy seemed so sweet,
But my heart was lost, my mind was weak;
I fell so hard so fuc king fast,

Now I'm burning bridges,
Loathing myself for loving my past.

But this hate; all this hate, this bitterness, this acrimony,
My only excuse to keep on breathing. To somehow stay "me",
To stay alive. This grudge I'll hold till my dying day,
Or at least till someone better has something more injurious to say.

Cheers, beautiful,
With this bottle to my lips I'll follow in his footsteps,
I'll drink until I choke on my hate; it's all I have left.
[Thankyou.]