Im searching for a way out of the darkness in my mind
I have tried everything, even being caring and kind.
But nothing I do can get me away
I can feel myself changing day by day.
I am colder to those who care
The darkness is starting to be everywhere.
I dont want to be like this,
It is my friends that I am starting to miss.
After all this time of being alone
My heart starts to slowly turn to stone.
Why hasnt anyone said anything?
Am I truly nothing?
The darkness in my mind starts to stir
As wierd things start to occur.
I now know why I think there is darkness in me
And why all my friends left me to be.
The next day I go to school,
It is everyone that I start to fool.
I start to laugh and smile
And hope that my friends belive this lie for a while.
But sadly my friends start to see through my mask
"Why dont you care?" Is all they ask.
By now my heart is frozen to the core
I am not capable of compassion anymore.
The darkness wasnt in my head
It also wasnt anything I said.
Its not a figment of my imagination
Its a curse from this worlds damnation.
I was created because of the darkness that is around
Now I keep hearing this deafening sound.
But it isnt just a sound; its a jumble of words telling me what to do
also repeating "No one else matters but you."
I soon find myself starting to give in
Sucumbing to the darkness within.
By now I have changed so much
Not even my "friends" welcome my touch.
I now leave my old life behind
And am no longer searching for a way out of the darkness in my mind.
