I know im pushing you and im sorry.

I know that you dont love me because you dont respect my love for you.
Even im a girl, and your a girl.
You think that it doesnt make sense that a girl can fall inlove whit the same gender. I didnt think so either, but then i sow you, and your face, it just lightened up the room. when you said you didnt even wanted me as a friend.. why didnt you just ripped my heart out?
It's all the same by telling me that you dont want me as friend and by ripping my heart out !
so here i lay everyday, and thinking of you and your beautiful face, and that your telling me to go away, and dont EVER want to see me again. I know im pushing you, and im sorry.

But i love you, i can't change who i am.