Don't think you meant goodbye

Do I cry too much?
I can still make you laugh.
Sad moments with us there can be no such. (If you want)

I can't keep waiting for you to say goodbye
So I'll say it for you.
And tell myself I don't want to die.

I don't think I could try any harder.
To get you to see right through me
And leave me again for her

I had hope, and I had patience,
but they only lasted for so long
then my mind got mean and vicious.

I don't think you meant goodbye
but what could you mean without saying a thing
I can't read your mind guy!

I'm finally ready to pack my bags and go
My reservations will keep me going on
and they'll let you know that I'm really gone.

I've gotten this far and still haven't broken down
(more than once or twice)
I want to smile and the thoughts of you make me frown.

I wish we had a chance to make it better.
I really loved you no mistake or doubt.
With you my feelings had no trace of fear

Get over, got to move on
my heart is torn and my mind's infected
it'll be like this forever with you gone.

Not much I can do or say
I'm just going to have to go on
half a day after day.