I died

I cant believe that u left me for some one else
u didn't care about all we been pass.
u was my partner in crime
u was the only one that was there when i cried
suddenly u changed u wouldn't call me no more
or answer my calls.
when i would cry u would say man i cant take it no more.
u would just get up and live me alone
that would make me mad and do things i didn't have to do.
u didnt care about my life no more.
one day u called me and told me to live u alone.
i told u why?
u just hanged up the phone.
i felt that my life was over and that i lost u for good.
that day i pooped some pills and felt weird i feel to the floor
i couldn't move my mom heard some thing fall and ran to my room she saw me there and stared to scream
she took me to the hospital. i felt my body rise up i can see the doctor telling my mom that i died.
then coming in was him my boyfriend my mom had called him he started to cry just to here that i was dead.
i couldn't believe that he cared he ask to be alone with me. i saw him give me my last kiss and told me sorry for making me cry and that the reason that he didn't answer my calls was because he wanted to give me a surprise.
i was stupid to think that he didn't love me i want to come back but i couldn't i was dead. i lost him just for a stupid thing that i made