Theres bars every where in the town we live in
theres drunkies and druggies
that walk around late at night
it was they night we decided to have
a little one on one party time
so we ddcided the bar
many years back we herd
people died of gun shots
we told eachother
who got their first
had to be careful and
dont accept offered drinks
well it was getting cold
and my taxi ride was getting slower
i finally pulled up and gave my money
it was now 11 pm so i got a drink
i stood by the dj
i sang like i was on crack
i danced like a retard
it was a bar so i let my self get wild
it was dark to dark to see
i called her cell to try and hear her ring
a ringer came on
but quickly ended
fear came to my fingers
but that beer went to my head
and the crack got to my air
the music turned off
people ran around screaming
their voices out
everything paused even my life
i took long stares to find her face
a gun shot was herd
the police got called
the shooter ran off
they blocked off the corner
and we all ran outsde
they brought out an id card
i looked over the mans shoulder
and it was her
my love was killed
from a drunk shooter
now these days
i sit back and drink
cause it brings back times
and moments i was with her
but every now and then
i travel to her grave
i sit and talk out loud
i never did know she could hear
letters filled the sky
and i answered back by my voice
i got over my beer addiction
and i looked back on old conversations
when we were younger
i told her
id be anywhere
she wouldnt have to ask
if i cared to join
she was now in heaven
and i always kept my word
i picked up that last bottle
and ended my life
