Crappy New Year

No reason to live
No reason to party
Another bad year
No point being hearty

I will cause so much pain
With very breath I take
Why is it always me?
Can I not have a break?

Every night I cry
Every night another tear
Because I know this will be
A crappy new year

I just want to die
I don't want to live
Im sorry to everybody I've hurt
Will you please forgive?