I'm not gonna make it through the night
i told you i was fine but i wasn't alright
now its time for me to let it all go
but theres something you should know...
I've been keeping my true feelings from you
&& i don't know how long i can hold it inside
i put on a fake smile every morning
wipe away my tears && i hide
behind this mask lies a broken heart
of a girl who's been torn apart
so many lies have been told
so many secrets that she holds
i wanted to tell you a long time ago
but there was something holding me back
i love you was all i said in my head
but you couldn't hear me && i felt my heart crack
i wish there was a way
to say all the things i wanna say
but its just so hard
my heart,i forgot to guard
now I'm broken
&& the voices say suicide
I've always known
that death && love would collide
so with this knife
I'll end my life
carve your name into my heart
so they know love tore me apart
