I love you so much
Sometimes it hurts me
For you to be so far
But until now
You always seemed so close
Every word you said
Through the thousands of miles
Sounded just as true
As if you were next to me
You loved my company
I never doubted it
But now every time
You say you love me
The hollowness of it
Echoes through my heart
Sends waves to my fingers
Leaving them shaking so hard
I cant write it back.
Where has it gone?
The spark of me and you.
Ts it in your football practices?
All the things taking
Every second
You used to give me?
The promise of talking tomorrow
Becomes me, waiting a week.
I want to end it with you.
Turn the expectancy
Into an assurance.
At least i would know
You ignoring me
Isn't a judge on my worth.
I want the heartfelt times
Me being the apple of your eye
Of your heart.
I want the late night talks
About what we are,
What we were.
In time ill accept
Beautiful things
Beautiful moments
Are meant to last for-never.
Memories are all you�ll be
In a sliver of time
But for now
Ill hold on for dear life.
