My Last Goodbye

As I write this letter
I keep thinking
About the time
We have spent together

Of when I was down
You would make me happy
But this is one time
That even you won't help

I go back through
All the messages you have sent
Trying to stop myself
From thinking about doing this

You are the first guy
I have ever loved
But I have put you
Through too much pain

So tonight I will end
All the pain and suffering
That I have put you through
So you won't be in anymore pain

After tonight my so called love
Will mean nothing
As this is my last letter
And my last goodbye