Bleeding in me,crying insanity
pray for life wish for death
either one
so long as i dont have to feel alone
im doomed in my own world and doomed in this one to
i hide the hurt i feel
love to me is so unreal
it shattered broke
left me with tears of rapture
suffocating silence
nothing to hear pain within me pain within everyone that befriends me
why do i care?
when im locked within the chains of sorrow that people have caused me
i am a stranger to myself
getting so tired
getting so endlessly frightened
of reality
escape today break away
i wish i could
need a soul to save me from myself
need to stop feeling this way
but if i did would it matter anyway?