Nobody Understands

A war rages inside this fragile body of mine
That hurts like a son of a gun
And draws a crooked line.

You see you hit me in the lowest spot known to me
Attacking not me but my friends loyalty
Now it all seems like one big tragedy.

I look at you and I've convinced myself I see pain
Deep down behind the walls you've built
My fortress though only rubble will remain.

It is all your fault and you know it too
That I am hurting inside and crying
Lost and confused with no idea what to do.

You go on with your life
Pretend I am not here
For it'll only cause you more strife.

They all say to give up this hope
To let you go and stop mourning
But see that trully is how with it I cope.

I've become the soft and the weak
The crying damsel in distress
Looking for the answers I seek
Not wanting more but accepting less.

I see you and I want to beg you to forgive what I haven't done
To laugh and talk and smile at me again
No matter if tomorrow I'll be hung.

You see deep done inside it's you who falls and me who lands
Right now though you are up and I down
And nobody understands.