Forsaken

You told me that you cared and liked me,
you said I was special and we would someday be.
I adored you, and gained feelings for you
I tried my best to love, and let my feelings show trough.

You where my angel and the sunshine in my sight,
Knowing you liked me I was able to face the night.
But now the rising sun has never felt so cold,
This wasn't the way it was supposed to unfold.

Feeling no more, emotionally numb by the pain, its too real
Deeply hurt inside I no longer desire to feel.
Once you made me feel like i belong,
I walked the path of life, and you came along.

Filling the well with the painfull tears i shed,
as even now i think of you teardrop splatter on my bed.
I'm still wading in this well called life.
I long to end my breath as i grab the knife.

You've forsaken me, and now love another,
to you I'm nothing, so why did I even bother?
It was all a painfully illusion, called: My love
I still love you for I am as loyal as a dove.

But you never wanted me,
Your only goal was to teach me bitter melancholy.
Your lips touched his, and that thought kills me
I long to drown in the well, so i can be free.

Free from all this pain and sorrow
for i know that without you, there is no tomorrow.
The false hope you gave me ripped me apart,
I now lie broken, with a shattered heart.

-Roy.