I've got a good feeling, birds chirping, Roads are busy, everything is wonderful.
I walk down this green, soft field where the skies are suddenly blue and i see someone. It's AMAZING, my wishes have finally come true. MOTHER. i have rejoined her. The one who screamed in pain for me. The one who made me live. Oh how every little girl wish for their mother.
It was unexpected..
the soft,green grass had turned rough and had sunk into the souls of my feet and the sun had turned it's back on me. What's happening. She's walking away. Where is she going. i scream for her. MOTHER. Then suddenly, A gust of wind blows me further and further away from her. I'm still screaming but this time for anybody.
My throat was refilling over and over again with water and my palms were sweating with anger and confusion, i tilt my head forward for gust of air. Grab my water, wash my red face, and fall back asleep.
