Theres times
where i just can't take it no more
where i feel like i'm gunna lose it
this pain
striking at my heart
time and time again
with out missing a beat
deeper and deeper each time
i can't put up with it no more
a simple thing suicide is
all i need is one bullet
one gun
and all is over
nothing will hurt me anymore
no one would care
no one would notice
i'd be gone
forever
fed up with everything
gone
my soul is nothing
why should my body be
i wish i could just disappear
nothing would remain
falling faster
and faster
into oblivion
nothingness
just like me
so cold
numb
with nothing inside
no feelings
not anymore
i can't take it anymore
this pain
suffering
daily
nightly
with no one to hold onto
when it strikes me
when it hurts the most
and i fall to my knees
no one helps me up
never have or will they
i've been on my own
for the longest
and yet
i still feel like
i can no longer survive.!
~i wrote this after i got into a fight with my mom
its how i felt at the moment
its not a poem really i guess
but its
something
i dunno
different~
