To much to fast

To many time I've tried to cover
to many tears I've cried for my mother
to many days I've spent locked up
to many people that i cant trust

I'm over the lies
and over the games
over the drugs
and I'm not to blame

i don't need love
i just need a guy
to pretend that he cares
and wont make me cry

to many days I've cried over him
to many games that i cant win
to many hustlers working for cash
to many gangsters being put on blast

time is during
and I'm tired of trying
i gave up on us
like i gave up on crying

need someone to hold me
someone to care
someone to kiss me
and always be there

i need a friend not a b.i.t.c.h.
i need a miracle not a wish
i need a guy that will understand
i need a guy that believes that i can

it was all god until i woke up
everything was prefect but now i gave up