How much longer must i wait?

I'm so confused,
I'm going insane.
I'm wait 4 someone,
2 come relieve me of this pain.

i have been waiting so long,
i have no idea where i belong.

i just want 2 die,
break down and cry.

suicide is on my mind,
its the only hope I'm able 2 find.

when is my knight in shining armer
going to come?
i have been with 2 many wrong guys,
i just wanted some fun.

why does love make me go mad?
i feel so many emotions,
happy, joyful, hatred and sad.

how long must i wait
for the special one 2 arrive?
I'm not sure how much longer i can survive.

but right now i will be in the bath with my knife,
drowning in my blood of sorrow,
dreading the day of tomorrow.

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