by Noel Jan 3, 2008
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
I close my eyes and hold my breath. My head is spinning. Thoughts of your face linger in my head. I realize that you're gone; gone as in really never coming back. I get dizzy, and I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't know, I just don't know how to let you go. I don't understand it, I don't want to believe this. "This isn't real. This isn't happening." I open my eyes, and I know I'm still here without you. I slowly close my eyes again. A single tear steams down my cheak, and I pray to God that you'll always be with me. As I steady my breathing, I quietly whisper "Watch over me, Jered," cause I know I can't do this alone. |