All these feelings are pouring out,
I hate it,
I don't want to feel this way,
I hate the way you held my heart in your hand
And kept it beating.
I'm loathing you, loathing every aspect of you.
I look at you and I want to scream bloody murder.
My brain screams to kill you,
But my heart yearns to hold you.
Why is my heart and brain saying different things?
I know what's right in my mind,
But my heart still wants something that can't be.
I know I will be hurt, my thoughts tell me so.
But my heart wants you how do I know?
My brain, my heart are in a battle.
Will I think and be pain free?
Or will listen and be in love once more?
