Viral Angel ( The One Who Was Never Meant To Be )

Sometimes you just feel things and sometimes you feel nothing at all...
Sometimes the numb can be so much & sometimes it leaves you to crawl...
It's funny how I'm not suppose to be,
it's funny how life washes past...
It's funny how I can't laugh...
The humor just won't last...

I do my best just to make you happy!
I do my best but still you slap me!
Every case, in the face, in disgrace...
I do my best, but silently I begin to erase...

Myself...
In memory or in health... It's hell!

( Chorus)
I'd tell you I loved you inside there,
but your not the angel you use to be...
You've stolen my place everywhere,
stranding me somewhere I'm not suppose to be...
You spread yourself on me, like disease...
Your voice it washes on me, like a breeze...
Your nothing but words, so laden with deceit...
Now a Viral Angel is everything I see...

Is this what you wanted so bad?
Is this the twisted life you already had?
At first, the time in which you kissed me...
Did you know we'd fade into history?

Did you know,
I couldn't die or hope...
Born here,
in this place I'll never fear...
How could you hope to impede? On what was never meant to be...

( Chorus)

In my mind time is just a mess!
I ask myself is it the time to confess!?
That deep inside I was never meant...
lost at the point in time that's bent...

Everywhere,
people are running scared...
Sitting quietly,
I just wait to return to where I'm suppose to be...
Laughing at how you impede... On what was never meant to be...

( Chorus)

( Hey angel... Why'd you bring me here?...)

Why can't anyone see in me?
My eyes won't lie, telling you I've been cast out in an alternate history...
Why can't anyone believe?
My hands won't lie, take a look you can see right through me...

( Chorus)

I've searched in life, for just a single buzz...
I'll keep searching, for what I fear I never was...
Or I'll never yet get to be...
I've searched in life, for a moment to leave me high...
I'll keep searching, for what I fear I'll never find...
Something left for me...
For me...
For me...
For me...
For
The one who was never meant to be...