My obsession

Flesh,puss,blood and bone,
my all time favorite thing,
replace sickly diamonds and jewels,
with the brutal ring.

Hearts,lungs,liver,intestines
all found in my mind,
I cannot seem to get enough,
It cannot be left behind.

Brain,kidney,bone and flesh,
altogether seem to mesh,
Skin,peeling off the body,
these are things i like best.

scabs,gashes,scar tissue,
we cannot forget the rest,
people say "you have issues"
Because these are the things i love best.

tumors,capillaries,arteries,
stuck inside my head,
Can I please take these as a token?
Why?To remember you when you are dead...