Till when..

It stared as a story in a fairy tale
it began with us in a love story
that we thought it will never end
we lived in the dream for about four months
we said our love has no fin
but those were all lies that we lived in
for me, i really hoped to have you forever
i even hoped to die between your hands
i used to sleep and dream of tomorrow when i am with you
i used to do everything i did for two,just me and you..
but for you.. you took it as a game
today i am with you and tomorrow i do not want you
you did everything just to feel happy, and be like others who are always in love with any one
you did not give full attention to who i am
nor how i loved you or how i was ready to do anything for you even if that thing was ME TO DIE AND SAVE YOU..
all what you thought about is just your own happiness..
and after those four months we were just like no one..
we did not even say Hi..
but by time i got over that and started to react
i stared to take an action rather than sitting all alone depressed, whilst no one can feel the pain inside
no one can feel how i was dying every second..
after a while it turned to be friends thing
and we started saying hi and bye
but still you did not change what i hate most in you
so when will you change it??
you did not change it when we were together nor even when we are friends .. so tell me when..!!
till when we will keep arguing about silly stuff
till when we will believe that each of us is doing the right thing whilst we ain't making the right decisions
till when we will act as if we really do not know each other
till when i will handle this matter..
i do not know.. you are the one having the answer..
maybe you are the perfect match to someone else but not me
maybe we are not meant to be
maybe you made the wrong choice as you always say
but all what i can say now is that really you did not deserve any good thing i said to you
you did not deserve each love word i gave to you
you did not deserve my care
you did not deserve me at all....
i wish i was dead before i said YES I DO...