U SEEM TO REALIZE WHAT YOU HAVE. I AM GOING THROUGH THE SAME BUT SOMEWHAT DIFFERENT. WHAT I TOOK FOR GRANTED. STILL IM FIGHTING TO GAIN THAT ALL BACK. LITTLE BY LITTLE I AM FORGIVE, SAY SORRY. TREAT EM RIGHT. OVER TIME THEY WILL SEE THE GOOD AND GREATER IN YOU. MAKE IT UP TO THEM.

Thanks yeah have faith that someday i will get all that back! i hope you do too.