In too deep

A tear will fall
While I stand so still.
Feelings so small,
Fighting my will.

My heart will break.
I'll fall free.
Nothing to take
All that's left of me.

I cry and cry
With nothing to lose.
Life passes me by
But I'm still confused.

It seems better to smile,
Even though it's fake.
As my fear will pile,
I forget the lies you make.

Missing the old days,
Too tired to restart,
Hoping it's just a phase,
Holding on until we break apart.