Missing You..

I feel like I sit here every damn day
Trying to be all you want
Trying to find all the right words to say

We argue but I still say I love you
I still hold you as if this is the last
Regardless all the pain you have put me through

I give you my all
Plus so much more
As time goes by
It's me you ignore

I stay by your side
Because with you I feel so special
I feel so alive

I missed all the old days
When you hugged me just as tight
When you loved me unconditionally
When we would speak all through the night

But now the tables are turning
Memories being forgotten
Our picture steadily burning

The sadness and Hate my heart now suffers
I can't even imagine us not being the same old lovers

But what is there to do?
What could I do to change this?
How do I stop loving you?
How do I forget your kiss?
How do I move on?
How do I brake free?
How can my heart accept the fact your gone?
How do I control the feelings deep within me?