Mum I'm Sorry

Mum i am truly sorry
That i never spoke to you at all
But i hope that this poem
Can help you understand my fall

I never told you before how much it hurt
Being bruised and battered a lot
Having to make excuses
For all the bruises i got

Lying to everyone i loved
Especially you mum
But i didnt know what to say
To tell you he was scum

That one day he went to far
And nearly killed me mum
The day he tried to burn me alive
Was the day my heart went numb

I hope that you understand
Why i couldn't tell you
I didn't want you to hate me
Or know what i went through

Until that day when it was too much
And i lashed out on my wrists
The way it flowed it was so natural
That day that blade kissed

I cannot help it mum
It all is to much
I can not deal with it
Never to handle his touch

This is a true story that happened to me please comment