*not all scars show*
*not all wounds heal*
*you can't always see*
*the pain someone feels*
well sum scares do show, they may never fade.
some wounds do heal, some just take longer than others
and sometimes you can see every ounce of pain someone feels
while other times they cover it up just so you won't see it.
Just because I don't cry to you, it doesn't mean I'm not hurting
Just because I lie to you doesn't mean I don't care about you
Just because I can't stand to be alone with you doesn't mean I don't trust YoU.
Just becasue I say I don't want you back doesn't mean I don't want you in my life
Just becasue I say we're done, it doesn't mean I want you out
Just becasue I changed my mind doesn't mean I stopped loving you
Just because I say to stop it, stop everything, it doesn't mean I want you to stop feeling
Just because I try to stop feeling...everything, doesn't mean I can.
Just because I say to let it go doesn't mean I expect you to on the spot
Just because I move on doesn't mean I forgot about you
Just because I say I want you to hate me, doesn't mean I do
Just because I still love you a lot, I need you to know this.
What goes around comes around
I'm still waiting for this
I hurt people
I lie to those I care about most
I always change my mind
I let someone take my heart, just to grab it back at the last second
I let someone in and then force them out
I don't know why I do what I do
Why I am the way I am
I hurt myself when I swear I wouldn't ever
I get them to fall, and leave them alone crashed on the floor
I promise to always be there, and then bail out
I say through thick and thin and when it gets to be too much, i'm out
I'm selfish
I say I care and I know it's true, but I have a shyty way of showing it.
I'll hold back my tears and act like they down burn behind my eyes
I'll fake that smile just so you don't ask why i'm sad
I'll ignore that gut feeling and walk away with my head up high
I"ll pretend like I can't see you and every inch of pain
I"ll act like I don't give a shyt so you can walk on like you don't either
And I want to believe you when you tell me it'll be okay
When you say that it's going to be, it always turns out to be different
I try to believe you but it's not going to happen, not today
I don't know how I feel, tomorrow is a different day
But today is wasting and with it so am I
I'm not strong , not strong enough
And I want to believe you when you say it'll be okay
It's always been up to you
This time is no differentt
Just don't give me a reason to do what i always do
Maybe it's not too late today
I don't know what to say
And I know I'm not ready and I don't know when I will be
Maybe tomorrow
But today, I'm not ready
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow.
