What i dint understand is how you hurt me so much
how you liked watching my tears stream down my face
what i dint understand is how you left me standing there
all alone... with nobody to save me... with nobody home
what i dint understand is how you lied to me
you told me you loved me...you told me you cared
what i dint understand is how you enjoyed watching my suffer
how you laughed and enjoyed the pain i was going through the pain i endured
what i dint understand is how i always felt loved by you
until you cheated and hurt me some more
what i dint understand is how i loved you so much
and you never returned the favor
what i dint understand is why you used me this way
why you treat me like nothing and have nothing to say
what i dint understand how i could let you treat me this way
i swore that you loved me... i swore you would stay
what i dint understand is why it took me so long to realize what you were doing
and how you didn't want me
what i dint understand is why your still here!!!
