The "L" Word

Every word you speak,
Stabs my heart,
Every sound you utter ,
Tears me all apart.
every time I look at you
it's like a blow to the head,
But every time im not with you,
I wish to be dead
I know you love her
I envy her so,
But she doesn't love you
Now This I no,
She does not love you
Not the way I do,
For this I tell you
Is impossible to do,
The average heart is incapable of it
I never knew it ceased to exist,
This way I m feeling is hard to believe,
Im so astounded I think its a dream,
Some dream I've dug up, from depths of my head,
Some insane mental image, saved for when I drop dead,
But I know its not,
I know its not so,
My mind doesn't play tricks,
Just embrace all that evidence craved along my wrist,
Stare at the word its trying to spell,
Yes that magical one starting with L
The invigorating one ending with E
Yes the word LOVE
Its LOVE I believe