MyDaddy ?

I kno its long but plz read it i really want to kno if i should contuine writing or not plz thank you !

The words are just verbs, goes into my ears and turns into my tears.
when you going learn my tears are my fears
crying myself to sleep,so deep.
you my shelter?
year has passed from the stress and pain its time to regain
grow up, find stability,you have the ability to claim responsibility.
your addiction is strong but you can do it call your little girl ill help you threw it.
i dont live with you,i live within you,grin you up to diss'sin you.
my house isnt a home more like a rock to cral under,hide'n from the lies.
i try so hard to trun the other cheek,father calls i get another peek.
when are the games guna stop,there people out there that get pop'd.
why we stress'n,stop un dress'n ur pesseions hearts
we all people,we all need love,
but you, you need a shove into the real world were not everyOne is out to hurt you and desert you.
i write these gay rymes to release my minds crimes.
when you guna see me, for me.
your expetaions can be high but belive'n me and ill hit the sky.
why you always gotta doubt me,shout me,fite me and dis'spight me.
why dont you try to be me,live me,contral me.
i got it easy, but to who is easy?
how you kno easy is easy or just another way of greasy life style.
you gottah think about what you guna do before you do it,cuz im getting sick of haveing to go threw it.
i make it look so hard to be me,but look at other people and how they wish they was me,
not for me for my life,
but i isn't talking bou them i talking about me.
pray to the lord my soul to keep
i look at you , you look so perfect but i kno you go threw it to cuz we the same people,
me and you, are not two, we are one heart and all so we dun fall apart.
i kno we dunt plan the world to be this way for us,i jus wish'd god would bless us,
we lucky thow we gots our lives and our prides,
even thow our lives are not realy together anymore, ill be here forever.
you gottah new family that makes me weak,
you say they not your kids,they almost as much ur kids as i am.
i am not afriad to lose you to them but only threw them
you call hannah baby,call me crazy but thats kinda shaddy
since when waz she baby,makes my heart feel lazy,
thats alrite thow i got my ownz, used to call you god now i pray to him.
load load help my heart from this womm, so i can stop living in my room.
this all seems so depress'n but its not its a lesson,
cuz when i read it,it looks liek sum1 is sayin they problems to me,
makes me think everythings gune be alrite all it takes is a lil fite.
all these lil things has made me strong,nd before long,this jus guna be a song.
look to the sky, thats my limit, help me lord to fifill it.