Your two faced
your a liar
i can hear it in your voice
when i ask you where you have been
you just go into your room and say your tired.
i can smell the truth on you
i can see the lipstick stains
i fear i might be losing myself
i fear that i can feel the pain
i climb into bed
you kiss my lips
i pull away
but you make me so weak
i shouldn't give into this feeling
i know where you have been
i know that when your gone all night
your in another's bed.
i can see it in your eyes
that you know your hurting me
but i give into my feelings
the ones that make me weak
i should have ended this long ago
and i never thought id love
a man who turns his back on me
a man who's not in love
day after day
night after night
i tell myself one more chance
but i know that it will not be the last
the alarm clock rings
so i get out of bed
your already gone
and a part of me is dead
you packed up your stuff
and left me a note
a note so upsetting
i didn't believe what you wrote
"i gave you my all, you were my everything, you wouldn't leave me so I'm leaving you. that night that we met was a big mistake. i was never in love nor did i care, you were just another girl, and i know I'll find better. i will not apologize for there is nothing to say, yesterday is tomorrow and tomorrow is today. i didn't need your tears and i dint need your begging. i switched my number so you couldn't get me. i wanted this to end so much longer ago. but you are a idiot and wouldn't let go."
i fell to the floor with not one tear in my eyes.
i slept there and ate there.
its the only thing to show
that i no longer need this pain i am feeling
that bottle of pills
oh how tempting they look
i will pop them today
and drink the night away
and tomorrow will be nothing
for i will not awake
