Torn between love & hate

I hate that I love you. I cant stand to be without you. You make me sick when I am around you. I love you with all my heart and I�ll do whatever it takes for us to never be apart. You torn my heart into pieces, you make me laugh, you made me sad, you made me cry and sometimes you made me think to say goodbye. Theses ten months you changed my life, I�m not the same, and never will be. Can you see that you�re the one to blame, it�s a damn shame. it�s a shame you made me insane. What a girl suppose to do. My boo hoohs don�t work no more , so I don�t know what to do. I�m stressed and depressed because you keep putting me through this love test. You gave me life inside and god took it away, I guess it wasn�t the best because he knew you cant stop putting me through this mess. I sick of you, but something keep telling me to sick with you. I keep putting one foot out the door, but the other one seems to stay. Do your words mean something or its just lies. Do you ever want to say goodbye. Sometimes I thought I was the one that needed to changed but its you. My heart has been broken, put back together, and scattered again. When this going to end. When you gone realize that I love you like Remo and Juliet, but you cant see passed that. If its not pleasing you than you don�t give a damn. What about me I thought you love me than what�s the issue. You trying to be a player, but you only playing yourself. But like I keep saying in the end you will be with me. You out there exploring and I�m letting you be, but when you open your eyes you will see who will still be by your side. It will be me! I know you cant see it right now but you will. Why you cant let me go, it most be something its not my physical apprenace its something in me that keep bring you back. Wappearancere torn up you want me to fix you up. I am just that dumb to put you back together because that how much I love you. See you got me torn between love and hate. I hate you because of what you did or do to me, but I love you because that�s me. So I�m asking you this again what a girl like me supposed to do? Come help a girl out because I�m out of options and I want to sprout with you without no doubt. So you see what�s a girl like me suppose to do because I�m torn between love and hate.