Lost

I cant hold it in.
This pain is just to much.
I grab the tensil and a rag.
Its not my first time, so I
wont brag. Cutting thats
what I do. Its better than
knowing the truth.Yeah
Im Lost, But I dont want to
be found

I walk alone in the dark.
Its my only way to get
some peace. Hold on
let me Puff some weed.
Dont give me that look
you dont know me. This
is the only way get rid of
the pain. Yeah Im Lost.
But I dont want to be found.

Parties is what I do. Getting
wasted gets me through the
night. What you want to fight?
Thats what I thought. Just another
wuss. Get outa my Face Im not the one
to Save.

No way he could ever love me. My life's
to much of a wreck. But I'll go to your
church just one time.

Ifelt him tugging at me. All of my sin
that Ive done, is my conviction. He
wants to open his arms for me. I
think I'll let him in. Yeah Im Lost.
But Im Lost in Love for God

I wrote this poem about my friend Adam.