Now, Forever, and After

I never thought I could be so weak
I swear I don't know what I was thinking
Obviously not about the love you had for me
I was blind, confused, and my heart breaking

I thought you didn't care
I kept telling myself its OK, this is right
I screwed up big time, I know
That shouldn't had happened that night

Now I've told you the truth
And you've chosen to walk away
I cant blame you for leaving
And I'm tired of asking you to stay

Nothing I can say will change your mind
There isn't anything left to do
I begged for your forgiveness
But you couldn't find it in you

I don't deserve what asking for
Another chance for you and me
But I just cant think of anything else
The thoughts taking over me

I am sorry for the millionth time
Please forgive me for my sin
Tears falling down my face
Reaching out for another napkin

I just want to let you know
I have loved you like no other
That you will always be in my heart
Now, Forever, and After