What you wanted

I walk alone by myself
as I wonder why I'm here
why do I live this life
my thoughts are what i fear

i wish I had a blade right now
I'd slide it across my wrist
I'd show you how i feel
then I'll make a twist

I'd bleed all my pain away
I'd bleed away my fright
I'd make you happy some how
I'd finally do something right

I'd actually make you see
how you make me feel
I'd make you see
how these cuts won't heal

this time I will cut
deeper than before
while I'm bleeding
I'll lie on the floor

so you can see what you caused
or the pain you create
but when you get there
it'll be too late

you'll see me lying
there and dead
don't start crying
you liked it when i bled

i gave you what you wanted
you gave me what I'd need
but one thing you said I would'nt do
is try and succeed