Leave me alone

Please slit my throat,
I am begging of you.
It’s not like theres,
Much that i can do.

I sit here crying,
And screaming all night.
Just wishing that,
Things were still alright.

I see your face,
Its everywhere.
Cant you just leave me,
Its not like I didn’t care.

After you died,
I cried for ages.
As I was looking back,
On all those pages.

I went in your room,
To clear out your stuff.
Saw all of our pictures,
And I tried to stay tough.